It was not a memorable sermon to any except me. I can remember my text. It was Revelation 19:10 "And I fell at His feet to worship Him." I don't have any notes from that night. I didn't preach long. No one recorded it. But as I remember that night and now 50 years later, I can see how God was fashioning me for what I would say has been my number one passion through the years: worship.
If I could say one thing that has changed my life as a believer more than anything else is the understanding of Biblical worship. And to remember that God led me that first time to preach on this text causes me to see the good hand of God from the beginning directing me even in my childhood.
God has been more faithful to me than I have to Him these fifty years. He has used me despite my rebellion, hesitations, mistakes, and failures. It just goes to prove that it is God and not us.
I am warmed by the thought that God will reward my dear Dad and Mother for their investment from the beginning and until their deaths. I even believe (from Revelation 5:8) that their prayers are still being heard before the throne on my behalf.
Our family (with Dad leading the way until his death in 1975) would go and sing most everywhere I preached in the early days.I'm so grateful God gave me a precious wife in 1980 who has supported me through these years. I first laid eyes on her (that I remember) while preaching a revival at her home church, Mt. Zion Baptist Church of Aroney. She has been a faithful companion and great pastor's wife for over 40 years. She was brave to marry a pastor.
The most precious love offering I have ever received was during these early days. I was preaching one Sunday in Blount County and an older lady approached me and gave me $1.00 from the sale of eggs. I have never forgotten that "widow's mite."
I am grateful for all of those who prayed for me, supported me, and all the pastors who gave me preaching opportunities in the early days. One of those who became a special, spiritual father was Bro. Clinton Garmon. He was our pastor when I was saved (June 4, 1969) but had moved to Rossville, GA when I announced my calling to preach. I cannot remember the number of times I would go to preach for him in Rossville and Calhoun, GA and finally to be called to preach his funeral (and his dear wife, Izor) years later. Anything good that has happened has been due to the Lord and others.
With humble gratitude, I want to thank the Lord for calling me to be a preacher of the Gospel.
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